hello pple. hows it goin? well, im still crazy about My Heart. ehhhhhhh. im goin APM!!!!!!! any of u goin??? i got tix tat r just beside the artistes dammit! omygod!! i wanna shake hands, an auto from irwansyah, acha, siti, hazami.. ogosh. im so excited!! sexcited jugak tau syash!! hahaha. yea. hes gonna b there jugak . i tink he was nominated for one or two categories. eee. excited bodoh. but but but... on tat day i have my journalism or medsoc test. mid-sem test. damn. damn.

ok, i have one done already, the freakin marketing journals. klu tak dapat A jugak, naseb seh. next due is this fri, my logo design. hav to design aljunied grc logo. haiz. im a dead duck. i havnt even scan it into Illustrator. mampos. eh, best ah. im learning photoshop n i just learnt illustrator. all by adobe. but u noe me, im not so technical. but i will do my best la.

ok, for those hu noe wan, my foster brother? my mum is giving him up to another foster mother. haiz. sad siolz. i dun wanna c him leave seh. but my mum cant take it la, hes like sickly and every nite terok seh batuk. aiyah. ape2 la. so now, im trying to slowly unattach myself from him. im trying my best to lock in all memories of him and put him in a little corner of my heart. i noe, life has to go on.

gosh, i need shoes. A GIRL MUST ALWAYS HAVE ONE MORE THAN WHAT SHE ALREADY HAS. tats the rule of the thumb. hear that guys?? and i seriously think that what we wear is our business and theres nthg to b discussed n b hyped up n compared abt. wats with guys nowadays? nothing better to talk about isit?? maybe i'll buy those sweet black pumps. can never go wrong with black right. maybe a slipper or two. no make that 3. wow. wadeva.

i seriously need to get a life outside school. i wanna do all those things that i always do.. go library, go shopping, windowshop. i simply hav not much time in my hands man.

ok may i say that i have started to like marketing? hey wait, i like evrytin now la. i tink i realise now the nearness of TP from home. gosh. i sure am grateful that i chose TP's mass comms man. im so happy that i dint choose NP mass comms. it is so far!!! wat with assignments.. urgh. i tink i will be in IMH by now shld i b at NP.

let me say to this person la, not those hu hav taken o levels. those hu take already ignore totally n i dun mean any harm to u. klu terase, then u r d person. MASS COMMS IS FREAKING HARD TO GET IN, ESP TP PUNYE. ONLY 91 PPLE GET IN. NP IS 200. N DUN U GIVE ME THAT TONE OF VOICE LIKE URE SAYING THAT " WATEVA, I CAN ALWAYS O N SECURE A PLACE. I DESERVE A BETTER THING. IM A JC-QUALIFIED PERSON N THIS IS SHIT." OH BOY, U GOT IT SO WRONG. JC IS EASY TO GET IN TERMS OF AGGREGATE AND STUFF. U HAV THE GRADE GET IN. BUT FOR TP MASS COMMS, U SERIOUSLY GOTTA HAVE THE ZEST N NOT THE ATTITUDE. DUN EVER2 LOOK DOWN IN POLY COURSES, ESP MASS COMMS COZ MASS COMMS PPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO B IN JC N WE HAV THE QUALIFICATIONS U NOE. WE CAN GO TO ANY JC, ANY TIME. GOT IT? NGERTI NGGAK? WE JUST DUN WAN COZ WE WAN TO DEVELOP OUR ASPIRATION SPECIFICLY. UR ATTITUDE SUCKS AND IS LIKE UNFAIR TO US. UR PERCEPTION IS WRONG. LET ME SEE U GET IN N THEN I'LL RESPECT U. IF NOT DUN PUT ON UR ATTITUDE WITH ME. DAMMIT.

oya im in the biz sch Mac Lab, specially for CMM (Mass comms) students. can surf, blog, do homework, wateva. thank god n the ppl responsible for this lab. n the other labs. i really need my dose o technology coz my personal pc zonked out on me eons ago.