time start: 00 57 hrs

heehee. later today. muslims wil start fasting. ole itu!! slamat berpuasa tu all my beloved frens hu r!! to those hu arent, fasting is actually one of the 5 pillars of Islam in which we must obey..

pple usu think fasting is pure torture and harms the internal organs? but scientific research ahs proved these stereotyping (liuying loves that word!! haha) act is false. in fact, fasting helps us get rid of toxins from our body (to which i din read up to noe how, but it does laa). fasting also cleanses our soul and minds from nafsu, or our human wants like sex, hunger, thirst. we abstain from those until daybreak, where we unleash our inner devils?? hahahaha. okays.

but anyways, fasting helps us think of the less fortunate all over where they starve and cry in silence. this month, we focus on gaining more pahala and how shld i put that.. gaining more 'points' from the Boss Up There. yeps. so, it is a month full of trials and tests from Him to see how faithful we are and how strong we are.

well, i usu cry at the first daybreak of the first day that i fast. coz.. the first day poses the GREATEST challenge for me. im at my weakestestest on that day. wen i hear the prayer call to break fast, i will cry coz i feel so fking grateful for the food in front of me.. oops. no fking from now on. hee. use... VERY VERY VERY.. yeah. evry yyr w/o fail. i wil cry for a full 5 mins first b4 i drink and eat. oya n sahur (eating b4 break of dawn). dang. i can nvr wake up? howin d world r u supposed to wake up at like 4 plus n fill ur tummy? again, for the first day, i cant do that. wait til the second day. i'll eat like normal again? haha. (in case ure wondering y text is green, its the colour that nabi SAW loves and is associated with us for hari raya. act u can make tat association stereotyping coz our green packets now have become more than just green. theres rainbow n pink n purple.. not to mention our outfits. theyre not necessarily green arent they?...)

ok. omg i love it wen pple tag me.. tag summore la.. i wanna c ur comments n stuff la.. xcept for tat uu person n huever hus just unhapi? u may fly away to another blog. this may be the fasting month but i can hardly change can I?

okie.. oyes. nitewalk went kinda well.. one girl cried (mission accomplished!!!! ahahah. im zalim man..).. got spooked by tasha's doll. gosh it was freaky la tat doll. i myself got spooked and chucked it away quickly after d whole thing ended. it was like so black magicky. i was so so uncomfy wif the foreign wkers hu were like all over. i was so worried for d girls man.. dang them. yeah.. there were screams n stuff from d girls.. not to be bad, but i felt kinda hapy? heehee. i tot it wasnt scary at all la. it was lighted but but it was cold n whisperings in the trees.. heehee.

heloo... they made me cry n scream until d police came to ngee ann on wat was supposed to be a heartwarming graduation party??? u guys shld hav heard my scream n how long i cried.. hannah la ni.. n christine.. grabbed me in the dark. wat ran thru my mind was all the ghost stories n i just lost ctrl of my tots n went berserk. hahaha. alah. all in d name of gd fun kan. i dun tink i can forget that day for d rest of my life? scarred for life....

oyes. results. i got shitload of crap grades??? david seluarless!! congrats!!! 2 Zs in freshman!!!!!! kudos la bro!!!!! oya.. Z is not like fail terok or wat.. no... its like better than A+. its GPA 4!!!! omg.. congrats again...

time out: 01 22 hrs