Okay pple.. i m damn crazy... i juz wanna be evrytin.. here's a list of wat i m applyin to be.. wat i wanna do.. NLB volunteer, call centre executive (i'll tell u wats tat in a mo'), casual employee at NLB, YA (dunno wat hapened to the application i submitted).. i tink library one fun ya noe, coz i can choose the things tat i wanna fo la, like storytelling, musuem curator.. eeee!! fun nya!! i like!! did u guys see my third advert at Young classified? haha.. third ya noe. can u imagine? i got so many pple replying to them..

tat is a lot to do within 2-3 months.. sheesh.. i m so dead bored until i dared to sign up as this n that.. wow.. i alrdy signed up as library volunteer.. doing reviews and stuff.. tat sounds fun. nazri recommended me this call centre exec thingy at chinatown. mampos. but i'll try for it la coz its 6 buckeroos per friggin hour.. just sit there n call n call n call.. list upon list of callin. i tink by the end, i may have become static with phone current. hahaha. im going for the interview tmr. hope it turns out well. pray for me.. hannah, if u wanna follow, follow ah. besok.. 2pm.. but call the number first.. sms me.. wow. many of our frens hav joined the workforce. faheem, amalina, rajab, ridzuan, fyou (for ur own urgh) syash, chenglai.... tats juz d tip of the iceberg.. im juz so dead bored n harried at home. so restricted like hell. cant wake up late, cant do this cant do that. wtf.... wtf.. being mentally bullied by.. urgh.. i hate my life.. urgh urgh. feel like strangling somebodi!! esp khairul!!! urgh!!

n tat son of a gun, khairul? well, i dun care about him anymore. have to grow up n move on aites? if u r reading this, pls la.. its veri childish of u.. (he wont be coz i didnt tell him about my blog) yeah.. mayb mr zaid ke pe? hahahahaha.. i tink hes quite stiff in his acting la.. neh mind.. i'll email him.. hehehe.. kaypoh sak aku. he said to me in his previous email we should be expecting to see more of him now.. i wonder.. but ok ape.. hes a social sciences graduate from NUS. bolehlah tu acting..

btw genocide-lyff, PLC is d equivalent of our COH or Court-of-Honour.. nice name, but same thing.. juz pure, pure discussion n bore n a hassle. luckily there are our YAs and teachers who just know when to cheer us up. thank god for them. luckily i graduate alrdy.. juz bear with it la.. kentallah..

waddelse? haha.. eh, i dunno la.. whether tat call ctr exec thingy is good.. i alrdy lib volunteer, YA klu dapat, ada training semue.. nanti poly start.. i'll b a damned busy woman seh. omygod.. i m scared for my o level results seh. i dun tink i can make it ah. serious seh. i dun tink i can make it. i m so afraid seh. arent u guys afraid? well i noe i m.. i tink i did myself some, slight justice la.. i dunno. i m really zonked out. wen i c d cut-off pts for poly courses (JC is out for me alrdy)i say man.. arent i better off in jc? but jc is alrdy out.. ITE, nauzubilah mintak dijauhkan malaikat 44... i heard we'll be making 12 choices.. i tink im better off locked in a cell for the rest of my life. rather, i'll become a hermit. amitapau amitapau.. hahaha.. gud bai..