16.10.07

ok.. almost everyone ahs wished selamat hari raya. i dun tink im gonna do the same coz its gonna be monotonous? yeah. in ur hearts, u noe i have wished you in my heart, or thru sms or whatevr la.. hahahaha. (m i tat friggin lazy? sheesh. haha)

got into subcomm. wants to kill president with a razor-sharp parang. wanna be in but circumstances are rearranging themselves to something i hate. aiyah. i dunno wat to say.

my PMS got worse this year. OMG i tell u. i was late for like a week and tat week i was super super sensitive to EVERY thing. i cried like everyday for simple and small-small reasons. why cant the progesterones (happy female hormone) hurry up and fill my body dammit??? hahaa. but now slightly happier now that that phase has passed.

TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY. OMG. AUDITORIUM 1. 8AM. TPRawks Business Experience 2007. promoting business school. feels like im cheating myself. dammit. practised like 4 times just now. once infront of Dr Tan (marketing course manager). hes cute. hehe. but hes strict and has this vibe around him tat instantly makes pple respect him (out of fear?)

I still have a crush on Lord Voldemort and still loving Professor Severus Snape. im crazy. laugh at me now. i still cry terisak-isak wen i watch Love Is Cinta. I wanna watch it again.

oyeah. i really love my baju raye. seriously. i have never felt confident (marred a bit by presence of female monthly duty. 1st day plak tu... raye+IT) and happy in any of my baju raye. i was just plain happy and enjoyed myself. damn. fashion n clothes do you good therapy manz... it was a green jubah but is two layered so it looks like a kebarung. cool na? jubah, but looks like a kebarung (kebaya, but shapeless like a baju kurung). ok. tat was confusing. n another jubah. diqi asri chose for me. black lace with inner lining of pinkish flowers. u look nice bitch!

(mum always say i'll look damn good ONLY if i lose the fking weight. pple say to lose weight need to control diet and exercise.. but its not easy man. easy to say, but try doing it. i have not exercised since the 2005's NAPFA. am i tat huge? ok. stupid question. OF COURSE YOU ARE!!! LOSE THAT POUNDS)

will add link to Business ambassador blog later. im the webmaster? haha. more of like blogger!!! hahaa.

meli.. get well pompan.. miss you all n love u all to the core..

19 Oct= jalan raye zakiah, amal, salleh, ain etc?
3/4 nov= jalan raye ngee ann oldies..

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