ogosh. i miss pple. a lot lately. i tot abt them, their gd n bad pts, wat gd things they did to n for me, remember their faces, their smiles, their eyes. sheesh. scary. ok, not as scary as my last day at camp christine. i'll tell u more about it later.

ok, wat did i do for the past week?? well, KL was one thing. drove up, alll the 311 kilometers. stopped at uhm, pagoh i tink? dint stop at machap coz we stopped at skudai alrdy. shit. dint get the nasi lemak lagi. aiyoh. kempunan sak. haiz. neh mind. first day, checkd into hotel brisdale. 3 star i tink. not bad la. comfy enuf for me. went to msian eye. ok. it was freaking scary up there. 60 meters. n our car shook. sheesh. but tasik titiwangsa was beautiful. i read all abt it in the malay love novels n all tat.. accurate descriptiuons. juz wat i imagined it to be. simply nice. day 2, went to genting. ok, the ride up by bus from pekeliling. shit. was so freaking scary. the bus driver too high ah. on pills or wat? drove like a mad person. my pants were super slippery n i slid violently here n there. the stuf i was carrying like last nite's otak2 n water bottles all strewn all over. a cute chinese guy picked them up for me. *winks* hahaha. niways. space shot is fking SCARY!!!!! i couldnt scream at all. cable car down was also scary, scarier. i tink i lost a quarter of my semangat on space shot. serious. now im not tat strong. shhhhhheeeesh. the rest of the days..: petaling street, shopping, eatin.. al tat la. had sum fun. ok la.

then.. on the 14th got my renewal of promise n induction ceremony at HQ. wow. klaka ness. i was the oni one in full-u. mampos. malu siol. i dint read the second email. no need wear full-u. how silly issat of me??? but neh mind, ms ng (ya commissioner) act liked that i wore it. shes nice. d bomb. the next day gone for UH camp at camp christine. c.chris was named after christine dhanabalan.

first day: felt so so so tired. nite b4 went for jb (after r.o.p). missing home. at nite read mum's sms. cried buckets. badly wanting to go home. tot camp sucks. my patrol is mother teresa. got to noe ms hasna alsagoff, ms jalilah, chew yee n hawa. wow. ogod.

second day: cheered up abit. planning of traditional campfire. PL for the day. noon, stung by sumtin i couldnt c. my pinkie finger swelled up double. sought help from jessica (an australian YA), hu referred me to ms alsagoff, hu made such a huge fuss. i tink my face was redder than my pinkie.neh mind la. nice woman. never ever judge a book by its cover. she reminded me so much of my late granma, her body scent, her hair, her face. mosquitoes n dogs run the camp full-time. my body became midnite buffet for mozzies. eww. brought to a jurong clinic in d aftanoon by ms jalilah n ms ng. doc says its NOTHING. wtfff?? $25.20 for a stupid cream n a nothing? sheesh. ok, at nite an hour-long campfire. fun la. got to noe our manito at last. kinda sad to leave tmr.

third day: my patrol were doing Health duties. toilets n dustbins. ok. fine. then got wide game. treasure hunt. i was checking a dorm, Our Chalet i tink. alone. bad idea, wrong move. something called out my name. my name reverberated off the walls. nope not from my members. it was i remmebr a low, rumbling voice. enuf to make my hairs stand n fall off. i rememberd i became a bit giddy, lost a bit of balance n somehow saw u noe, mcm sonic waves. d funni thing is, i act walked closer to it initially, trying to investigate, but my mind quickly bactracked me n told me to get fking out of the dorm. ayat kursi i read like gazilion times in my heart. y must i have IT now? i cant read it out loud seh. i was lucky not to have seen it. god saved me. alhamdulilah. i hope nobody ever experiences it. thank u god. colour party for last day. i tink i did myself justice. never became colour party in ngee ann. heh. tat was d past. takpelah. fun jugak la. march, escorting the flag bearer. i love the flag. haha.

kinda sad to leave camp. nice experience.. taught me a lot. got to noe herianty (erin), shainaz, aifa... many more. got close to the 3 malay girls. the only malay girls seh. ok, i wantd seriously wanted to thank n salam ms alsagoff for helping me out on second day for by pinkie bite. but she didnt appear from the office at hq.. i hadta go. well, god bless her.

kamilul told me he's sick. hope he gets better. schools gonna start. leceh beb klu sakit. get well soon, bro. hu else's sick? oyes. khairul. sick IN THE HEAD. SCREWD LOOSE. wadeva big bit**. ok, i dunno abt this bt i tink HE is act ok la. not bad.

"Lantas ku pendam, ku putuskan, biarlah rahsia"