oraits... first things first.. uhm.. yea! the bbq!! well, i planned to reach the pit at 4.30 or sometin u noe.. help maybe here n there. but i met zeimah, fash and yana at pasir ris inchge. they oso going intially. but yana hadta go home. aww. so saaad... zeimah n fash oso cancelled. yikes. n n n n n hadta wait quite some time. i wanted to go there much much earlier, but wadeva lah. the food was nice man. the satay was nice. its just a pity u noe it just had to rain. otherwise things wld b a lot better. but the bbq stil i find it a success nonetheless.

ok, tp application is so friggin leceh!!! but now evrytin kinda settled. so now, i m juz waiting for the Freshmen Orientation la. (ok, i tink im buying another pair of ballet pumps. theyre just so cool. xcept the blisters part of cos) kidsREAD is going to start this sat too. wow. i wonder how much time im gonna be clocking in. i havnt even gone for the storytelling training, n theyre calling me up to do it. sheesh. pple, remmber cum this fri's guides mtg ya..

sheesh. i havnt settled the condition of my ya uniform. mampos. maybe theres cockroaches living in it alr? hahahaha. taklah.

i dunno la, but i feel so left out lately. almost all my frens r in JCs, u noe, mass dances, subjects combo all that. me? ive got nothing to talk about. i just sit there n look with a dead face. aiyoh. listening quietly. boo hoo. sad life. hahahaa.... hey guys.. can talk abt sumtin else b4 i kill u all?? hahahhahahaha..

ok, i dunno wats up but i tink shldnt have raised the issue at bbq. not really agood time n place. bila macam kita meet kat skola, rilek2, ah, baru boleh start. oraits? muacks..

wan is freaking me out. shazwan. yes. my mum was like tengah baca ayat quran, she said mcm pelindung syaitan like tat. n n n n shazwan's eyes terbeliak n stared at me, my mum n diqi. my bro n bapak not at home. ok, tat is major seram seh. my mum read ayat kursi many times. his eyes still lyk tat. im spooked now man. hope evrytin is ok. sheesh. y does it happen anyway?