first things first, i hope nothing religious gets in the way. its a tad sensitive and i tink it will disrupt the activities of the group. i understand the complicatedness coz in mine, it has different sects too (yours is dissemination rite?) . but i cant say i truly understand how it feels? but i hope ur disagreements can be brought to a temporary stop, if not a closure coz i never imagined to see you and him in tension? most unlikeliest pair i hav ever thought la. serious. ones a serial mood-changer n comedian, the other, same la i suppose.

yeps.

woah. should read zack's blog on the song. hav nvr heard it but i sure do appreciate the lyrics. seriously.

n n n n, my architecture pics are whitewash skies. damn it. damn. damn. i can see her saying "sky not blue enough.." damn la. ok, i'll have a kenduri if i even scrape a B. or C to that matter.

liuying!! have to continue detox for another 3 frickin days!!! coz y?? im asthmatic.. wth.. the inhaler i use disrupts detox. each time i use, have to do another day of detox. wth...

being asthmatic sucks. it acts up n ure dead. assignments, work, all pushed aside. u cant lead a normal life n trust me, pple hu say they lead normal lives with asthma? they say that to stay positive. in fact, its incurable and fatal. sheesh. n it acts up wen u feel they shldnt. at good timings plak tu.

its like u get these chest pains, ur breathing gets faster as your airways steadily get blocked, ur bronchioles, and you breathe, u'll wheeze. at times, its so bad that wen u breathe u noe it reaches your throat only n goes back out again. tats y i tink air is a luxury. its kinda seldom that i can breathe steadily n fully. u cant sleep and have these stabbing pains in your chest and back. ur airways get so inflamed and swollen, its impossible for air to get in properly. and thats where it becomes fatal. nauzubilah. ive had near-close encounters, n hell they werent pretty. u panic n tats where the airholes become tighter. the blue inhaler, or bronchodilator or reliever, achieves its mission of clearing the airways by relaxing the muscles of bronchioles n airways. (aku tak copy mane2. all this facts n info are from direct experience) these are ibarat like my mum say, my nyawa. if tats not in my bag, im in trouble.

yeps. its scary and frightening. but thats the reality that we asthmatics, n i, have to face everyday. for me, my asthma is triggered by simple exercises, cold, sour food. i tink its like atime bomb, or impending death u noe wat i mean.

tats y i say. it SUCKS to have asthma. got the point?