hello my beautiful people. today n this week im over the moon!!!

oops. no offence la amal ye entry aku. aku type ni as disclaimer dulu. aku tak tau ko tulis pasal kwee hoon jugak. kita ni same mind ya? tapi ni opinion aku la. jgn tersinggung ye. harap2 fahamlah. aku tak tau ko tulis entry jugak n aku di sini bukan nak menyindir kau pun ye. ini sekadar my opinion n my feelings je. seriously sama seh entry kite. its just different perspectives. jgn tersinggung yerrr

omg. to have ms ng kwee hoon praise your photos for the first time n such praises.. omg. shes a pro n to have her just praise your photos and say she could not decide which one for me to hand in because all of them are excellent in all aspects like composition, framing, colour, all tat, n the woman who develop my photos oso, was seriously morale-boosting. i have never got so many compliments in a week! zilch tat. in my life!

u see, my nature photos werent that good so i was kinda made ms ng cringe. for architecture, ms ng praised my photos! oh wow. told my mum abt it n she said "i understand. omgosh. my goosebumps are raising man." im just very very happy. i cant describe it. its like an achievement for me la. i hope i dun fall flat for sunrise-sunset-silhouette, portrait. but what i do noe is i'll have a kenduri if i scrape even a C or D for action. action is so so so freaking hard.

ogosh. to have those words out of ms ng's mouth. ogosh. i feel its an honour man. she was like, haiz, i dun noe how to say. theyre all very nice. everything's perfect. omg. yeah n so, i sent my lantern-chinatown picture. she chose that for me unwillingly as she was still haiz-ing on not selecting the other two (i developed 3 8Rs)

i hope i wont let her down. i will do my very best! (n to get tat fkg dslr. i want dslr do u hear????)

ive been noticing and observing my coursemates. i feel that they do not respect ms ng. i tink her critiques are professional and sincere, but can be laugh-inducing. but still, i think she deserves respect. i respect her as my lecturer and tutor and take her comments and critiques in my stride and i learn based on them. I just dont get it y this certain freshman class of cmm, or most of the cohort anyways, always fight with her, treats her like an unprofessional and DISRESPECTING her.

i mean, hello, dun u guys learn in primary school or from your parents to respect those elder than you? or your teachers? she is a teacher anyway n i respect her too for that. i think shes much more professional n noes what photography is more than you all do, ever. all you've gotta do is just LISTEN to her. u guys just make noise and talk amongst yourselves during her lecture n pple hu DO want to learn n listen to her cant do so. pple like me? i noe photography isnt all abt lectures n tutorials n assignments, but uve gotta have the fundamentals right? n at least have some basic training. n i tink shes better than clifford yap.

said all this NOT bcause she praised my photos. but seriously, im getting pissed with your arrogance and all this shit tat u guys come up with every lecture. so please stop this nonsense. n u guys claim to be oh-so-mature-im-allowed-to-do-my-shit. STOPIT EH, SERIOUSLY STOPIT.