ok.. this may be a lil late but because of MMprin i cant do this. lemme reflect and bitch on 2007..

January: was out job-searching, in vain of course. was out dry. was extremely pissed and bored to death. came back to ngee ann guides to help out. later signed up as young adult.

February: O level results!!!! emotional rollercoaster. had been crying like almost everyday, and after results, i cried like every 6 hours. (omytian, so cengeng) i was severely torn between ngee ann poly's mass comms and temasek poly's comms and media mgt. it took my parents and me myself heck a lot of time to convince me to take tp's cmm. distance la, wat la, wat la, project la..

i remembered every single detail of the results day. i dun think i will forget it in a while. its a strong memory you can bet, but im not sure whther it was good or bad. went to granma's house to seek her blessing first before going to school. was crying real hard, whilst on the bus and all the way. then sampai sekolah je, kene halau dengan mr lee (the DnT cher. dah tak cute. sebab dia halau aku n dia dah kahwin. bluekk) and the bloody security guard coz i wasnt wearing uniform. met noorli and asked her to accompany me to tamp mart. she did. i owe her one there! we headed back to school and she plak kene tahan coz her hair wasnt black (SO?? wtf is wrong? giler ah skola nih). n i was amongst the late. spotted kak pah and the girls. my knees were trembling and legs were like jelly. then mrs jamie tock said the kekata keramat: "OK, now stand up and take your results!" her tone was cheery and happy. quite contrary to the mood i was in. i was crying whilst in queue. in was in register number. i was 17! 17 was so fast!

i rememebr mdm sharifah. i was crying quite badly. she looked at my results and asked me to sign the paper and she said, "Congrats!! You did well."

ok, tat was a consolation, coz i tink she wanted to cheer me up. my aggregate cannot be considered as "did well". heh. but i still kept on crying and 'emo'ing until around 5pm. stayed with girlfriends till then and we simply talked and me, watched? hahhahaha. ok. i thought i couldnt get into the np or tp mass comms at all tats y i cried. but i could get into both wen i analysed my results a few days later. hahaha. i was buzzing.

March: and so came the hectic month, where applications were all over, and many forms to be filled in.. choices to be made. anothr round of crying. the last day to choose my educational path. ngee ann poly or temasek poly? help needed badly and reeceived many. ridzuan n i ccalled a lot coz we were confused over the tution grants and all that shit nonsense. at tat pt, i tot only him n me were going to poly. most of our frens went to JCs. and so apllication for school through JAE. went to ngee ann lib and keyed in. lots of drama mama from me. th e new librarian was very nice. she gave me loads of encouragement and pujuk me. i cried in teh toilet too. then there's kak wahidah, a Ngee ann poly student, daughter of my dad's friend. she counselled me through the night before (i was eating spaghetti i remembered). was still very very divided until the part i clicked 'submit' on the website. it was only then that i was pasrah that i was in fact going to temasek poly (on lagu erra fazira PASRAH).

1) TP CMM, 2) SP Media and Communication, 3) SP Biomedical/Biotechnology, 4) TP Biomedical/Biotechnology, 5) SP interior Design, 6) SP Landscape Architecture.

as you can see, banyak SP choices. i went for a lot of SP seminars and all tat. i really loved SP. n NP too. i have never gone for TP seminars, and i kinda disliked TP, only the Beyond O level seminar. n i must say, the BOL seminar wasnt that informative. the only good part was hady's appearance. i was front row ok?? then i took pix of him. oh heavenly.

April: got results through phone. called to the jae hotline. i think it went like this "You have been posted to.. (my heart was beating damn rapidly, the pause was too long for me) Temasek Polytechnic Communications and Media management." I screamed my lungs out!! i was in my all-time intended pursuit! the media! wooh! well, poly started at 23 april. yeps. tarikh keramat. business school orientation was damn best la.. my OGL was daniel skye (hes chinese) and some cmm gerl. and it is through this orientation that i met syarif (hehe jgn mare)at the entrance to TCC, he was with the zilrans,and met up with nuriman and adam. so it was like the 5 of us plus me an amalina together. queueing up. then we were separated by our classes. n we were going like oh man.. separated? tak best la ni.

May till now: in cmm, handling loads of work. sem 1.1 was fun and made my firste few months in tp happy because of GDF (graphic design fundamentals) it rocks my socks man. yeps.

2008: i wanna hope that my hoarding will take a chill pill becasue my room is so cluttered. dangz. i will lose the weight tat had accumulated until my desired weight and maintain it successfully. i wanna study better and work harder for my grades. (hell.. pple hu dont study get As n Zs. but if i dun sstudy, i get Fs. shitass.) i wan more money! hahaha. i wanna save more this year.

have a better year and ahead. keep in contact and i love ya all.