ogosh. i rily love my entry tat has the hady photos. ogosh. dun u guys love it? i love it to the core!!!!!!!!

ok. i saw that suria now has this super-latest music clips, muvids of these latest n hawtt songs. Im like, sejak bila seh?? theres sofaz, rossa!, peterpan.. im particularly hooked n i mean emo-hook n lyrics-hooked kind of hook. on her song 'atas nama cinta'. heard it before? go youtube n check it out. youtube is the best creation beside the lightbulb. i can relate to the song damn well n woah, did it stir my vulnerable inside (like how my heart and ada cinta did)

Mengapa yang lain bisa mendua dengan mudahnya (Why do others have it easy)
Namun kita terbelenggu (However we are burdened)
dengan ikatan tanpa cinta (with a relationship without love)

ATAS NAMA CINTA (Upon the name of love)
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi (This heart can never be divided)
Sampai nanti bila aku mati (till the day I die)
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau (my love is for you)

ATAS NAMA CINTA (Upon the name of love)
Ku relakan jalanku merana (I will have my path to be painful)
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku (As long as you will be with me finally)
Ku bersumpah atas nama cinta (I swear upon the name of love)

My indesign software is being a total unmerciful biatch. its making my life a living hell.

i need a lappie la seriously. i noe im being a menace wen i kip borrowing my friends' lappies during projects (my friends must be nodding in agreement repeatedly, in assent) i juz dun undertsand my parents. its not abt showing off, its about practicality and convenience. y cant they just understand? lecturers n tuors told my mum (yes, she talked to them. i fell so CAVEMAN-ish) tat there are comp labs n cyber centre n lib comps.

n lemme give u all a fast fact. my cpu is at least 10 years old. yeps. im not kidding u. seriously. n wen we moved to pasir ris, my parents bought him a new comp (monitor, CPU, speakers, the works) n i got a new bed n get this, a seriously old comp tat crashes every 2 hours. im the busy bee here n i dun have a proper comp. tats y i hate to be far from TP, the comps are the best and its all here. im happy at tp. but ic ant possibly live in TP can i?

wat dey dunno issat these fking labs are always having lessons until like 6pm? n wat, im supposed to drag all my grpmates down to level 2 or 3 so tat i could have a comp to use? n i just realised, my mum n dad just spent nearly $3K on my bro's braces. BRACES? VANITY? to me his are damn okay la.

me? lappie? A NEED? im always on the go n i can do my work anywhere? n no.. too expensive, easily spoilt la, later we (my parents) have to send it for you for repairs la, wat la.

im starting so to feel a burgeoning favouritism. wen i confronted my parents abt this n abt they favouring him over me, they scold me n say im being silly. n im like how do u explain this? i noe im fat n im stupid n im in a poly, n i noe hes a 7-pointer n is their hope coz hes a bloody boy? im frankly quite sorry tat i wasnt born a boy, coz if i was, i would show that brute what i can do and deserve in life.

what should I do people? im feeling damn lousy n i tink im a letdown with my photog grp members ebcause of my inability to have a proper working indesign.