My wells of tears that used to be fertile have run dry now
I cannot cry any more
No matter how hard I force it to
Is it because my heart has covered itself under thick layers
of hurt and disappointment?
of sadness and true heartbreak?
Why can't I cry anymore?
I feel deeply anguished,
but tears simply never budged
Have I become such a heartless person?
Why?

I miss XXXX a lot, even though it hasn't been long. I am extremely heartbroken and sad.
I do not know what to feel now. Maybe this is what you call, your heart dah sebal. :